Pre-destined.

Papi.we called him Papi because he looks like a chihuahua called Papi in the movie Beverly Hills Chihuahua.

I hate it when i sad. I don't want to be sad but the tears keep falling and pissing me off. Today our cat die. We can say that he's ours since he's been with us for this 3-4 weeks now. Yes until now. Dad told to me, everyone have their own destiny. He's been destined to be here, for us to take care of him, to play with him. He added, see no matter we try to give it away to our neighbor at first, he keeps coming back. He knew his place is here, in our house. And mum always said that a good loyal cat won't die at his owner's place. And makes me cry some more.Because i discovered his dead body right in front of our neighbor's house.It's been a long time since i cried because of our pets. I cry a lot because i don't even know why. Maybe because i always scolded him to eat properly because he liked to play with his food or today i think i need to replace his cat litter and haven't put a fresh sand yet, or this afternoon i just saw him getting along with my cat Tigger and playing outside with him in the evening or because he is sick and it's time for his medicine tonight and never show up or because i was counting the total cat that we have and even included him which makes our cats are 10 in total before i saw him or because this damn tears keep falling and it refuse to stop. i don't know. just because...